It has finally happened. My parents have blocked off all internet on my personal computer. I managed to get on my brothers laptop for a second while he's out. Thank god.

I knew it was coming but I thought they would give me a chance to prove my self. But apparently they do not trust me and will not take my word for anything at all.
But what steams me is that not only is it just my regular browsing sites that have been blocked but also any and every site that I may need for school! I fucking thought that they wanted me to get good grades ne?!!!
FUCK this shit. Not only is it coming at a bad time in my life but i'm also on my period and it is playing shit with my emotions. God damnit, I cant even look at that hunk of scrap metal now because I fell like i'm about to burst into tears.

Besides this they almost called the police on me because I was thirty minutes late, hanging out with my friend in her car because of bad traffic. WTF. If that isn't a lack of trust I don't know what is.

Due to all of this bullshit things are going to start piling up on my account. I will attempt to catch up on things every now and again but don't expect much out of me until I fucking graduate and fucking move out of this godforsaken house.

Now if you don't mind I am going to go hang myself out of my bedroom window.